Passenger

Summer Night (1890) by Winslow Homer

By Chloe Biggs


You have heard it said

that crews aboard ships providing passage to women 

incur the wrath of the gods.

No one knows for certain

whether divine beings are angered

by the mere presence of a female passenger,

or by what the men aboard may be driven to do 

when the journey becomes long

and the moral compass becomes more difficult to read  

than the astronomer’s constellation or the cartographer’s ink.    


On the rare occasion that some men have been moved

to turn towards the elderly widow, 

the small girl clutching a faceless doll, 

the penniless young woman (with hair like the skin of an apple

and skin as soft and pale as what will be revealed

if they take a bite),

they needed only to remember that the remedy

for sudden waves as tall as trees 

and lightning that turns the pitch sky to daylight

is to make an offering of the woman 

deemed most likely to be responsible for the heavenly upset.



And they are holy 

for delighting in the many ways 

they may give her body to the sea,

for gods

like men

are murderous.

But from their dry decks 

they have never bothered to see

The salt water pouring into her mouth and 

crystallizing the chords in her throat 

into jagged garnet and obsidian,

Her lungs and heart crushing

into somethings that can survive 

the Cold Deep Dark,

The ropes binding her ankles together 

eventually cutting so deeply

that her legs fuse into a single limb

Her metamorphosis 

from benign to malignant.

They have forgotten their own rule:

You cannot drown a witch.

She is ordained with new prowess:

the alluring huntress

collecting skulls of men who pass 

and cannot resist 

dashing their ships upon her cave

to the coo of her otherworldly melodies.


But what is to become of the Good Women

who walk with their heads and eyes down

and lower their voices to make room 

for the men who will purchase them from their fathers?

Their fate is grimmer still.

Fortune can only be squeezed

from a woman aboard a ship

in the form of a carved wooden masthead.

She need not a mind, a voice, or legs

when she is turned to wood and displayed proudly on the bow—

beautiful, quiet, bare-chested.


The Good Women they asked for will all be rendered inanimate,

their flawless wooden skin a perfect scratching post

on which their dangerous sisters  

may sharpen their bestial claws.


No matter how much milk they may warm on stoves,

how many sheep they may number for leaping,

how loudly their prayers may echo in the ether,

May they never find sleep 

for these are the versions of us that they have created.


Chloe Biggs received her MFA in Creative Writing from Fairleigh Dickinson University, where she also served as the Editorial Assistant in poetry for The Literary Review. She is essentially an overgrown theater kid who loves reading gothic literature and mythology, coloring, and celebrating Halloween 365 days per year.

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